Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty smooth work day today and I had a wonderful meeting with my sexual abuse support counselor.I also managed to buy a new portable CD player today and even a new car adaptor where I can plug it into my car cigarette lighter socket.It played better than my previous one,especially the CD-R's that I made of a few of my vinyl albums.
But it all took a turn for the worse when I got an extremely rude awakening in my mail today.I got a letter from another area in the county that I live in.The letter was from the Police department in that area.My niece is on my insurance and her vehicle is on my vehicle registration.The letter was a reminder to pay for a parking ticket that she received last year over the Thanksgiving weekend.Apparently,she stayed too long in a NO PARKING zone and was issued a parking citation.I knew nothing about it until I got that letter in the mail today.This really put me at edge and my emotional state today drastically changed.The worse part of it was that all of that unneeded and even unwanted stress and strain that I received from this really got me in such a tizzy that I masturbated,which really made me feel bad afterwards.But I am feeling a little bit better.I am just hoping that this does not happen for quite a while because I did this for her as a favor because she needed her vehicle to go back and forth to work and take her children to school.But when things like this happen,it sends my SSA up too many notches and my emotional state worsens.Again,I hope that this doesn't happen again or for quite a while.I hate it when stuff like this happens.
I am now relaxing.I am also anticipating the day ahead.I am hoping that the day works out well tomorrow.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.I also have to take my mom grocery shopping because we need to get groceries in the house before the holiday rush happens.I am hoping that this also goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ