Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.The work shift went by smoothly and despite a minor frustrating thing to happen at the drug/alcohol rehab center,I managed to get out of it pretty well.It was a very good day and I had a smooth work shift.I simply did my job and when I finished,I dropped the clean laundry off and headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to cash my paycheck and afterwards,I went home.When I got home,I registered my bills at Where's George and afterwards,we had a light dinner.
While I was eating,I did a scan on my computer to check for viruses and spyware and there were a couple of security threats.One of them being a virus,which was quarantined,and the other being spyware.I had to remove both of these from my system.At first,I was having a hard time but I managed to get everything done and I also managed to finally turn off my system restore to get everything done.Plus,I deleted all the stuff that was invading the database on my computer and turned off the system restore.After I am done here and after I type up a couple more e-mails,I am going to do another scan to see if the stuff was successfully removed from the system.I am hoping that it was.So far,I have had no problems with teh virus software,I have normally been fortunate to successfully get rid of any security risks.But again,I will do another scan just to make sure.
I am now at home relaxing.The weather outside is pretty windy and rainy at the moment.But I am safe and sound here at home and I am anticipating tomorrow.I am going to be doing my usual entertaining the crowd.I am hoping that the evening goes well and that everything will back to normal.It was a darg just doing only a couple of songs but tomorrow night,I am hoping that all will be well.Again,I am hoping that everything will be back to the way it was before.
During the time of the scan,I relaxed upstairs in my room for a while and I listened to several of my old 8-Track tapes that I have.Quite a few of these are still in good working condition and they play pretty good.It was wonderful to listen to these again.It was neat to just lay on my bed reading and listening to music.
As stated,tomorrow is my usual night to entertain the crowd.I am hoping that it goes well.Earlier in the afternoon,my mom and I are hoping to get some grocery shopping done.
At the moment,my emotional state is pretty calm and serene.I've been having some ups and downs but I am hanging in there.I have been pretty close to the point where I was going to msturbate but I did not do it.I was playing with myself but I managed to stop myself.I now know that I have to be on guard because I do not want to masturbate and I do not want to start thinking about having sex with other men nor do I want to start doing that again.I am glad to be free of this and I no longer want to do that again.I could use some prayers right now.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day and evening ahead.FJ