Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work day went by smoothly.I simply did my job.It was quite a lot that I did as well.After that,I did my usual dropping off the clean laundry at the rehab center before heading for home.
When I got home,I headed for my bedroom to take a nap.But I had a hard time trying to sleep.I wound up relapsing while in bed.I masturbated myself until ejaculation.I felt lousy afterwards but after I asked for forgiveness from the creator,I felt a little bit better but I still felt the misery for a while.
After I ate dinner,I finsihed my e-mail work.It really was quite a bit but I managed to get it done.
I am still feeling pain in my right leg caused by the bone spur in my right foot.Accoring to the tracking from the delivery site,I should be getting those calcium supplements on Friday.I hope so because I am already at the edge where I can't take the pain anymore.It has been really excruciating for me to bear.I can barely walk and I have to stop and take a few deep breaths because of the pain and I am also breathing heavily at times when I am taking that breather.I am hoping to get those calcium supplements really soon so I can say goodbye to this unbearable pain.After these are gone,I am going to order more.
As a result of my pain,I chose to stay home and relax.I didn't go anywhere.The only exception is that I did run an errand for my mom tonight and that was all.I was hoping to start going back to the recovery meetings again but the pain in my right leg caused by my right foot kept me at home.I am hoping to start going back to the meetings real soon.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.I also have an appointment to get my oil changed tomorrow after I drop my mom off at the supermarket to buy some groceries for the rest of the month.I am hoping that everything goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ