Tonight,I am feeling mixed emotions.I had a pretty shaky day today.
The work day went smoothly.I did what I had to do and after I dropped everything off,I headed for home after I made a few stops along the way.
When I got home,I decided to take a nap for about an hour and after that,I got up out of bed to go downstairs.
That is when the mixed emotions started setting in.
Not too long ago,my mom called my sister to help her out with something personal but instead,my niece came over and did what my mom asked my sister to do.Apparently,my niece started getting on me for "not helping mom out enough".She said that I should do a lot more to help her and that what I was doing was not enough.I tried to tell her that I do but my niece started wailing on me and it became a shouting match.This is the stuff that I get really sick of.I do my hardest to help my mom out the best way that I know how.But the few ladies,being my sister who lives locally and my niece,seem to think that I am not doing everything.I do help with the bill paying,all the errand running and all the other important things that are necessary.But it is never enough to satisfy these vultures(i.e.my sister and my niece)or to have them keep their mouths shut.I feel that this is meddling and I think that they should mind your own business.They have their own affairs to tend to and they should let me worry about what goes on in the house and not waste their energy on this thing.I am still living at home with my mom and I do help her out around the house as well as out of the house.All this negative criticism is something that I really don't need.
I am still feeling at edge after that.I am hoping that a good night's sleep will help make me feel better.I am going to need it.
I did manage to get a few more personal things done.I bought a new mouse pad in hopes that my mouse issues would be over.But they were not.I had to go back to the office supply store and buy a new mouse.I am now using a laser mouse and it has been working terrifically.I amnot having any issues at the moment.I am feeling really better.I was having a hard time with the standard mouse with cord hassles and it not going to where I wanted it.Now,my problems are solved as far as the mouse goes.
After what happened today,I am hoping that the next day will be better.I do have a lot to do and I am hoping that what I do will make me feel better.
Tomorrow is simply a pick-up day.I am hoping that the pick-up goes well.After that,I have a lot of errands to run.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ