Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the short period of time that I had and I did quite a bit.After eating lunch,I bagged all the clean while my 4X4 was warming up and when I got to the vehicle,I saw that my coolant gage was right in the middle.I drove for a while and while it did go back to just before the middle,I felt that I needed a bottle of anti-freeze just in case.After dropping off the laundry,I went right to a local drug store on the way home and bought a bottle.I filled my coolant reservoir clear to the top and I headed for home.Before topping off my radiator to be on the safe side,I waited for my vehicle to cool down for a few hours.Before eating,I topped off my radiator and visited with a neighbor of mine for just a few minutes.
After eating a light dinner,I finished my personal PC work.It was quite a bit to do and I am glad to have gotten it done.I can now take it easy for the rest of the day.
Earlier this afternoon,when I first got in,I wound up giving into temptation by masturbating.I was playing with myself and wound up masturbating later until ejaculation.I felt miserable after that but after asking for forgiveness,I felt better.But I need to work on not touching myself in my genital area so I can avoid the trapfalls.I have been overwhelmed lately by images of men and also of having sexual relations with them in visions.I've even been talking to myself pretending that there are there in the room with me,agreeing to perform sexual favors for them,such as fellatio.I need to get my mind off of sex and having sex with men.If anyone can help me get these things off of my mind and how I can go about ridding myself of these things,please let me know.
Tomorrow is another work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,it's the weekend.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ