Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a pretty busy day for me.I had errands to run and they kept me busy.I had to go to a couple of supermarkets in the area and I also left something at the friend of mine who owns the record store in my area.
First,I went to the supermarkets to pick up several things that were needed for the home.Before that,I had a late lunch at a nearby Taco Bell.It was quite a bot that I had to get and after I finished that,I headed over to my friend's place.
When I got there,he wasn't home so I left the stuff that I was going to give him on his front porch.I put the records in between the door and I left a plastic milk crate on the porch.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I did some more personal PC work and I also registered a few more bills at the Where's George site.I was awaiting dinner to be ready and I felt that I could spare some time doing some of that.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I also relaxed and watched a little bit of 60 Minutes.After that,I read while laying down listening to a little bit of music.I even talked with a friend of mine from out of state on the phone for a while when he called.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my night of entertaining the crowd went pretty well without any negative comments from the audience,I did have a negative verbal scuffle with a very inconsiderate person who was having an argument with a guy outside.I was outside getting some air when I was witnessing the argument that he was having.I didn't butt into this because it was none of my business.But he pounded the roof of my jeep in anger and when I confronted him about it,he started wailing on me and I tried to calm him down.But he wouldn't let up.Fortunately,a guy and his wife got involved and I went back into the bar.He tried to do it again while in the bar and I told the owner of the place about it.He simply advised me to simply stay away from the area where he was at and they would handle everything.He would late apologize and after a good night's sleep,I felt better.Still,it was scary and I could've gotten hurt.I am just hoping that I don't have any more run-ins with that guy or anyone anymore for quite a while.
Before the night is through,I might go out and have a drink or two.Then again,maybe I'll stay home.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I did have a brief episode last night while trying to get to sleep and also this morning when I tried to wake up.Fortunately,nothing else happened.I didn't masturbate nor did I let the images overwhelm me.I guess that when I kept myself busy today,it really didn't get to me like it has in the past.I hope that I can get through the new week unscathed.
Tomorrow is my day off.I am hoping that the day goes good.I do have an appointment with a new sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that this initial session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ