Friday, September 11, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the allotted time and when I was finished,I simply bagged everything that was clean and dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed for home after that.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that my mom needed and I also went and cashed my paycheck at my regular bank.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply took it easy and relaxed for the rest of the afternoon.I also managed to register a whole bunch of bills at the Where's George site.These were bills that I got when I cashed my paycheck and some money that I got from my niece for this month's insurance.I will be spending these bills soon and eagerly awaiting the e-mails when they get hit.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I also had a talk with the Drop-In Center for a while and that conversation went well.I will be calling them again tomorrow evening.
I am still feeling some depression.I was feeling funky for most of the day and I am still feeling funky.Normally,it levels off a little bit in the evening but tonight,I am still feeling the sadness.I don't know why I am feeling this way nor do I know how I got to feeling this way.I have been taking my medication and I have been trying to keep myself busy but I just can't seem to shake these feelings.I am hoping that I will be able to shake this loose soon because I don't want to be in this funk anymore.I am just hoping that I will be feeling better soon.
The only really good thing is that this is having no impact or effect on my SSA struggles.
This weekend,I am hoping to get my laundry done.As for the rest of the weekend,I have made no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi FJ,

Thought about you today when I read a guy's blog and his thoughts about the way his dad treated him. The blog is www.noexcusenoexplanation.blogspot.com and the post is titled "The Carpenter's...." dated Sept.7. He has written a few other post's that could bring up SSA issues but this post mentioned tells how he decided to cope. I find it so hard to take that a dad could do this to his own son.

Take good care, have a great weekend, and keep smiling.

FJ said...

Stan

Thanks for sharing with me that blog link. I will check it out when I have the chance. Thanks again.

I will try to smile sometime but it isn't easy when you're in a depressive funk. I will try to have a good weekend.

Thanks for posting.