Tonight,I am still feeling down.Despite this,I had a pretty good day today.
Today was my day off.I ate a quick breakfast and I relaxed for much of the morning before getting ready for my appointment with my therapist.I had plenty of time to get ready as it was still pretty early in the morning.After the relaxation,I got dressed and headed for my appointment.
The session went well.I explained to her how I was feeling and how I have been feeling.She seems to think that the medication is not working well enough and that I should try something else.I told her that I really don't want to start trying any new different medication until the one that I am currently taking has started to really kick in.After the session,we ended and I have an appointment with her in a few weeks.I am hoping to feel better by then.I am hoping that I can find out the root cause of this depression so I can try to find the right medication for myself.I have been trying to find which one is right since I started taking newer medication after stopping to take one that I have been taking for almost 10 years.Again,I am hoping to feel better in a few weeks.
After leaving the hospital,I went to a local supermarket to pick up some things that my mom wanted me to get.I was fortunate to find everything that my mom wnated me to get for her.After paying for these items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I unloaded the shopping bags and my mom and I put everything away.I decided to relax and watch a little bit of TV for a while.I didn't watch anything much but it was better than being bored.
After eating,I watched the evening for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.I am planning to call the Drop-In Center tonight before the evening is through.I have been calling them since the depression that I am going through started and the talks that I have been having with them have been helping me a little but I am still feeling depressed.
This depression that I have been going through has really been dragging me down.I was feeling funky for much of the day and I am still feeling funky.It hasn't leveled off like it usually does in the evening.This has really been getting the better of me and I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.I have been in this funk for far too long and I am hoping to be out of it very soon.If anyone out there can say a prayer on my behalf,please do so.Thanks.
The only thing that this depression has not affected is my struggles with SSA.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ