Tonight,I am still feeling down.I don't understand why I can't snap out of this depression.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today was a day that I stayed home.I didn't really go anywhere because of the weather.Though it was a little bit better than yesterday,the roads were still pretty rough.After parking my vehicle on the right side,I headed back into the house and just sat down and relaxed.
While relaxing,I watched a few more After School Specials on the DVD set that I have.I was just passing the time.It did little if nothing to help me snap out of this depression but I had to do something.It does get boring sitting around the house and not going anywhere due to the weather.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did my personal PC work.Overall,a pretty fair day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for the past several months.As stated,I don't understand why I can't snap out of this.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms but I still feel funky.I have been taking my meds.I have been working and socializing when I can but I am still depressed.Plus,I am still having those terrible dreams where I am committing suicide.I have to see the nurse practitioner tomorrow and I still don't know how I am going to explain this to her properly.I don't want her to get the wrong idea nor jump to the wrong conclusions.I am still hoping to get out of this funk soon as I am already at the point where I am tired of this depression and the feelings that go along with it.
Tomorrow is my day off.As stated,I have to see the nurse practitioner at the hospital tomorrow and I am hoping that the session goes well.I hope that she doesn't jump to the wrong conclusions when I try to explain to her the terrible dreams that I have been feeling and the funky feelings that I can't seem to snap out of.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ