Thursday, December 19, 2013

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things on my agenda for today.
I first went over to the place where my usual Thursday morning Holy Bible study group was to attend the group meeting for today.Before the meeting,I had to meet with one of the counselors who has been working with me for a while to sign some consent papers and after that,I eagerly awaited the group meeting to begin.
The group meeting was wonderful.After the meting was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local kitchen for lunch.After eating lunch,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After paying for those things,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I relaxed.
After eating,I headed over to my Thursday evening Holy Bible study group and that also was wonderful.After that was over,I headed straight home to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggle with the psychiatric double whammy that I have of BPD/Schizophrenia and my daily SSA struggles.The struggles on both of these sides never ends.They just keep getting even more difficult.Today,I really didn't have much of a problem with temptation in regards to my SSA struggles.It was simply going to both my morning and evening Holy Bible study groups that took my mind off of the sexual stuff.I was also keeping busy by simply being around people and helping them get to know our Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ through the Holy Bible.I also shopped and visited with a friend and that also made my mind stay clear,Still,there is always tomorrow and I need to keep in mind that just because I escaped unscathed today,tomorrow is a different matter altogether.I have to work on staying strong and taking the matters over to my Heavenly Father in prayer and to ask for strength in prayer in the name of his son Jesus Christ constantly.I am still a work in progress and that is okay.Fellow blog followers,please continue in prayer for me and also,please leave me some positive encouraging words in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,I have an appointment to meet with a priest who I have been having sessions with hoping to connect with a Courage group that he leads.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

FJ,

While I don't agree with your opinion or that Mr. Konrad on those particular issues, I understand where you are coming from, and I applaud the goals that you have laid out for yourself (positive stable friendships etc.)

I pray that your meeting tomorrow goes well and that God continue to give you the strength you need on your journey, in Jesus name I pray.

My love to you brother,
Brandon K

FJ said...

Brandon

I will be reporting on that meeting today in today's blog post.

By the way, what I shared wasn't Konrad's opinion nor statement. Konrad was simply sharing what Dr. Kronemeyer, who wrote the book, Overcoming Homosexuality, said in regards to his findings. He actually talked with a man who was an active Homosexual and what that particular Homosexual shared with him in regards to his life. Konrad quotes numerous authors of books that want to help men overcome Homosexuality in his book You Don't Have to be Gay. I even read a few that he recommended as well.

I will be writing more tonight and tomorrow. Thanks again.