Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I decided to reduce the amount of e-mail that I had and when that was finished,I showered and after showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed as I had some plans for the day.
I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things that I needed.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I relaxed and watched a movie that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and after that,relaxed and enjoyed some music.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,after several days without any temptations,I was overwhelmed by temptations throughout the day.I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting and they were intense.I was also tempted to look up online pornography and likewise,it was also an intense temptation.This time,I threw all of these temptations on my Heavenly Father and I asked for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.They were coming on me real strong.I prayed and prayed real hard.I asked for strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges.I didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to nil.When I was finished praying,I felt a huge weight had been lifted off of me.I felt better and stronger.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both these types of support daily and often.Please pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your support.I need your prayers and your words of encouragement.Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment with the nurse practitioner and my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ