Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I watched a little TV and also,I popped a movie into the DVD player and I watched it.
After eating,I watched a little bit more TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to act out on my desires by fantasizing and lusting after other men and the temptation was very overwhelming.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to give me strength to fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to zero.I didn't want to give Satan and his minions what they wanted me to give them,so I prayed and I prayed until the temptation was dead.After I was finished praying,I felt better and also,much stronger.I went through the rest of the day with no problems.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations galore and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.I need to keep on praying whenever temptations hit and I have to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I am much stronger than they are.I also have to show them that I own them and that they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,I would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really don't have much of a support outlet and I am in need of support because I struggle heavily with SSA.I need all the support that I can get as I still feel all alone where I am living.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for all their help and guidance.
As for tomorrow,since we will be under a Winter Storm Warning for my hometown until the early evening,I am simply going to stay home and I will only go out to shovel the walk for the mail people and also,the driveway.I may also watch some TV and maybe some movies.I am also hoping that it won't be as bad as the weather service says it will be,but I am also expecting the worst will happen.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ