Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed over to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also read from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation today.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my sweatsuit.I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was done,I laid down to read,but wound up dozing off instead.When I got up off of the bed,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I went out for a while to see if I could muster any more empty bottles and cans for myself.I only found a few and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched some TV.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I can say that I had no problems with temptations today.I went through the day with no interference from anything negative.I simply kept my mind focused on other things and that kept my mind off of the negative sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.However,I was somewhat down in the dumps for a while as a result of the stress of the week.I was still feeling the negative aspects of the stresses of the week from the long wait at the doctor's office to the trouble that my neighbor's insurance company gave me when I wasn't home that same day.I am still not at 100% from those negative stresses of the week and I still need the support of all of you.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also still need some positive verbal support in the comments section.I really need the support of all of you right now.I am going up the walls.I also don't know whether I'm coming or going.I just want what had happened Thursday after the long doctor's office wait to just disappear from my mind.I don't want to think about it.I just want to stay on guard and be watchful against any demonic influences coming at me in regards to my struggles.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for the Memorial Day Holiday tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ