Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good and busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early top mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I returned a phone call that woke me up and it was to get some more paperwork signed at the place where I was interviewed for a job yesterday.After the paperwork was signed,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed clothes and I headed out to a local kitchen to have lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I was just sitting down to do my personal PC work when the phone rang.It was a friend of mine that needed me to go get some pain reliever medication for him,alongside milk and a snack.After I bought these things for him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I finally got around to getting my personal PC work done.After that,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD set that I have.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good and busy day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,I am feeling extremely tired from all of the running that I made today.My medication is also starting to kick in and I am really yawning and I can barely type.Please continue to pray for me.Please continue to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
2 comments:
FJ,
This afternoon God showed me something important. I spent so many years trying to find "love' in all the wrong places when I should have instead looked to God to show me His love. For many years, too many years, I thought I had to medicate myself with sexual acting out to feel better. I missed out on so many things that I now see would have been fulfilling. Now I see fathers with their children and see what I missed out on. I didn't feel attracted to women but God could have changed that. I recall the many times there was a check in my heart that I should stop but instead I ignored that still small voice. God does not push Himself in on us but waits until we seek Him alone. Keep seeking God my friend...you'll make it with His help and love to lean on.
"If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in them and they in God. And so we know and RELY ON THE LOVE GOD HAS FOR US." 1 John 4:15,16
Stan
Thanks Stan. A real eye opener that you said here. Thanks again.
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