Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and I had my usual quick breakfast afterwards.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I awaited my ride for church.When my ride came,I got in and we headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,my ride and I left and we stopped at a nearby bargain supermarket so I could pick up a few things.After that,my ride dropped me off at home as I had a painful headache.After getting out of my suit,I got back into my pajamas and I took something for my headache.I laid down for a while until my headache was gone,though it took a while for it to go away.After it did,I went and did my personal PC work.After that was finished,I watched a little TV and I also enjoyed some music.After that,I got dressed and headed out to a local 7-11,but stopped by my niece's house first and also wound up having dinner with her and her family.After I was finished eating,I washed my hands before leaving and I headed towards 7-11 where I picked up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.I also watched a little more TV.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Please continue to pray for me as I am still struggling with SSA terribly.I really need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the hopes that my new/used vehicle will be delivered tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
2 comments:
FJ,
Sounds good concerning your new ride, hope it works out real good for you.
Praying for you concerning your ongoing struggle with ssa. A prayer I offered to the Lord four years ago really set in place the journey toward getting concrete freedom in that area. It took a lot of tears, inner healing, numerous prayers of anguish where I sought the Lords strength to say NO to those urges and to see them minimize very significantly. Today I really hate even the mention of it all as I now see the lie of Satan that I had believed, that of thinking I could not say NO. Also I now realize the more I acted out the deeper it affected my brain and kept me in bondage. I urge you do whatever it takes to deal with everything and that means going back to the root of where it all began. You life is worth fighting for. You might feel all alone in the struggle (I know I did) but God is urging you on and He is even more interested in you having victory than you imagine. Trust His Name and His power to change and purify you.
The prayer I initially offered to the Lord was; "whatever it takes for my will to bread, thats what I am willing to do." Today I really hate what ssa can do to someone who falls into the trap of acting on those powerful urges. The attraction is not a sin but acting on it is. I pray right now that God will lead you step by step to freedom and victory. Don't expect instant answers because it often takes small steps of healing to lead you to where you absolutely want no association whatsoever with the urges that held you so tight in their grip. The enemy Satan will try to discourage you in times of tiredness, stress, hunger, etc. but you can pray in Jesus' name and the enemy has to flee. I'm cheering for you dear brother. Others have made it, you can to.
Stan
PS. Read Psalm 23 out loud often.
Thanks Stan. I will keep what you say in mind for the near and distant future. Thanks again.
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