Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and I ate a bowl of oatmeal.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I called my next door neighbor to see how she was doing and she told me that she still wasn't feeling too good.After I hung up on her,I got dressed in casual clothes and I went out for a drive.I was feeling a little depressed today.I was reflecting on the death of a close friend that happened in April of last year.I said to myself that I wished that she were still alive and here today.I have missed her horribly since her shocking and terrible death this past April.I drove home and when I got home,I did some more personal PC work.After that,I fixed a light evening meal.
After eating,I watched a movie that I popped into my DVD player hoping that it would cheer me up,but it didn't do so.After it was over,I turned off my TV and I did some more personal PC work.I was still feeling depressed and very down as the year 2016 wasn't a very good year for me.I lost two close friends to death,with the first of them being totally shocking and terrible as I spent an entire five day week with her taking her to her appointments with plans to get together the following weekend,only to receive the shocking and terrible news of her sudden death when I went to her apartment building to check on her when she wasn't answering her phone.I am still feeling the shock of her sudden death and I guess that I will always feel that shock.The second of these was a man that I graduated with.His death in July was sad as I last saw him at my 20 year reunion in 2010.I miss him as much as I miss the first close friend of mine that died in April.The sadness is still there as I miss the both of them.Again,I guess that I always will miss them terribly.Plus,my car's engine blowing out when one of my mechanic's assistants took it for a drive was another negative thing that contributed to why 2016 wasn't a very good year for me,plus losing fave entertainers the past year contributed to that as well.Again,I am hoping that 2017 will be a much better year for me.
Please continue to pray for me as I am still struggling terribly with this terrible SSA that I have,and also,the depression and sadness that I am feeling right now.Thanks for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.I really need all the help that they both can give me.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of work,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ