Tonight,my rocky road `to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well,though it was tiring and stressful.After it was all over,I dropped off some stuff at the storage facility and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I showered quickly and put my pajama pants on.I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late and I was getting tired,I prepared to retire for the evening.A Very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still in need of prayerful support from all of you.I'm still feeling miserable and sad from the hateful and unpleasant things that I've been saying under my breath.I want to stop doing this,but don't know how.I am again asking for any helpful advice that could help me,especially if any of you out there have had this problem as well.If you did,I want to know what you did to help resolve this problem.Maybe what worked for you can work for me.I am desperate and I will try anything offered.I also still need prayerful support from all of you.Please continue praying for me and also pray that I stop this disgusting problem that I have.I want to stop before I hurt anyone by this and also,before I hurt myself at the same time.I need prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the forms of spiritual upbuilding and encouraging words.Please share whatever could be helpful to me if it was helpful to you.I am desperate and need serious help right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ