Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit into casual clothes.I also quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I went out to a local pizzeria and bought a few slices of pizza.After that,I got gas and headed out to a park for some air and I ate my pizza slices.After staying there for a while,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and had a light evening meal and did a little bit more personal PC work.I then later prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

I'm still struggling with this terrible problem of saying angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I've been saying,I need some helpful advice on how I can stop this terrible problem.I want to stop this because as I've also said,I don't want to hurt anyone,including myself.I also don't want to ruin any positive relationships that I have.such as with my relatives and friends.I also don't want to lose my job as a result of this terrible problem.I work at a drug/alcohol rehab facility and that is why I want to permanently can this problem.I don't want the clients staying there to think that I'm uttering these terrible things under my breath about them.They could tell my supervisor at my job and that could lead to me getting terminated.I don't want to lose my job as I enjoy my job and the clients there appreciate the work that I do there for them.If anyone has any helpful advice that they can share,please do so.If anyone out there has had this same problem and succeeded in stopping and overcoming it,please share what worked for you.It could work for me.I'm desperate and willing to try anything to stop this problem permanently.Please share what has helped for you if anyone out there has had this problem.I'm not a hateful person really.I just have this terrible problem of saying these terrible hateful and hurtful things under my breath.I'm also supposed to be a Christian as I do regularly attend church and also have a share in things within the church,which I enjoy doing.Please share what has helped you.I also would appreciate that all of you continue praying for me.I also need prayerful support as much as I need positive verbal support.Please share anything helpful within the comments section.Please continue offering prayers on my behalf that I overcome this problem and contain it for good.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well.FJ