Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day,after the holiday weekend,went a little better than Friday.After it was over,I headed for home.

When I got home,I showered quickly and after that,I did a little bit of my personal PC work before getting some clothes on to head out to the local public library for a bible study.

On the way,I had a light meal at a local McDonald's.I headed out to the library and waited for the conductor to come,but he never showed up.I called him and left a few messages with him,but he didn't return my calls.After waiting for about 45 minutes,I headed for home.

On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and finished my personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A very good day overall.

Tonight,I'm feeling extremely down as a result of my struggles with SSA and also,with uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.It's sad to have a wonderful holiday weekend,but then wind up being down in the dumps when the holiday ends.I don't want to feel this way.I also want to stop uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath.As I have been saying and will say again,I need help to stop this terrible thing that I've been doing.I have also been giving into numerous temptations in my SSA struggles as well.I need help.I need helpful advice on how I can stop these terrible and immoral things.Please share any helpful advice within the comments section.I also would appreciate it if you all would also continue to pray for me that I contain and overcome these terrible and immoral things as well.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ