Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit of my personal PC work.After that,I washed my face and shaved.I then put on a change of clothes and headed for a local church for a free dinner,which was wonderful.After picking up something at a local 7-11,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and after that,I showered.I did some more personal PC work after that.I then prepared for my evening retirement.A very good day overall.

Though I'm feeling better than yesterday physically,I'm still dealing with the same terrible emotional issues that I'm still working to overcome and contain.I'm still battling the terrible problem that I have with mumbling/uttering angry,hateful and hurtful things under my breath,alongside the terrible SSA that I struggle with.I don't know why I'm having this terrible mumbling/uttering problem.I have been appealing to everyone out there in the world to offer me any helpful advice on how I can overcome and contain this problem for good.I also have a feeling this is why the SSA struggle that I have has gotten worse.It's hell battling two different types of emotional problems and struggling with them at the same time.I don't know whether I'm coming or going.As I have been saying,I want to overcome and contain these terrible emotional problems,but have no idea on how I can.I keep asking for helpful advice on how I can do this,but nobody ever leaves anything within the comments section.I am desperate here.I want to stop these things.I want to overcome and contain these terrible emotional issues/problems for good.If anyone has any helpful advice,please share within the comments section as I'm desperate to stop these terrible problems.I don't want nothing terrible to happen.I don't want to lose any important relationships that I have.I also don't want to lose my job.Please help me.I need help desperately.I would appreciate any helpful advice.I also would appreciate some prayerful support,alongside the helpful verbal advice within the comments section.Thanks for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that the day goes well for me.FJ