Tonight,I check in with mixed emotions yet again.I was feeling a little at edge much of the day but I am feeling better now.I just dropped my mom off at my niece's house so she can babysit my grand niece's and grand nephew.My niece is working hard to support the four of them and that is admirable and worthy of respect in itself.But I am always hoping that she does not take in too much.Working hard is one thing but taking on too much is another.Ever since her husband left her,she has been working so hard that she hardly has enough time in the day anymore.That really makes me even angrier with her about to be ex-husband.He really had us all fooled.
Tonight,I am going to try to forget about all of that as I am going to be singing for my friends tonight.I have been practicing and I am hoping that it all goes well.Even though I rarely have an off night,I still continue to hope for the best.It still never hurts to hope.
Tomorrow night,the Buffalo Sabres play the New York Rangers in New York and I hope that they can beat them.That loss to the Montreal Canadians was disappointing and a win would make me forget all about that loss.The only good thing out of it is that the Sabres still have the best record in the league.I know that they can't win them all and I have accepted that as a fact but still,I would LOVE to see them beat the Rangers.
Well,that is all until tomorrow.Thoughts are always welcomed.FJ