Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Tonight,I am feeling okay.The laundry pick up went smoothly without any messes to clean up.I also had a very smooth lunch period after I picked up everything and I sorted everything out after I ate.
Afterwards,I had to mail out a few important letters for my mom and I also had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for her.I went home afterwards.
When I got home,I laid down but somehow there was some unresolved emotional issue that I had because I wound up masturbating as I was laying down.I did feel bad afterwards but after asking God to forgive me,I felt better and I also had to forgive myself so I could feel much better about myself.
After registering the bills that I withdrew for my mom at Where's George,I went to do some grocery shopping for my because for Saturday's dinner,my mom wants to try something different.She saw this different sort of pizza in a recipe magazine and she would like to try it.I went out to the supermarket to purchase the items that she needed.
Whiel I was at the checkout,I ran into an old schoolmate of mine.It was a young lady who I graduated with.At first,she didn't recognize me but when I revealed my name to her,she automatically recognized me by my name and asked me how I was doing.I did the same and we talked for a while while we were there because she had forgoten her wallet at home and she had to call her live in girlfriend whose been helping her out since she was diagnosed with a medical condition that rendered her right eye blind.While we were waiting,I chose to stay with her because I didn't want anything to happen to her.During that time,we talked about school and how it had been so long since our 2000 class reunion,including people that we knew through school.After that,we parted and I headed for home because I didn't want to be caught in a rainstorm that was coming.It was great to have seen her after all of this time and even though she felt that I was doing better than she,I assured her that "nobody's better or worse.It's just that sometimes things happen that go beyond our strength and we just have to deal with them when they come about."Again,it was wonderful to see her.
After a light dinner,I decided to finish up some last minute computer work before retiring for the evening.I have to get up tomorrow so I felt that it should be best to finish off some last minute work and I can relax.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.After that,I have the rest of the day free.I haven't decided what I am going to do.But whatever I do,I hope that it will benefit me in a positive way.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

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