Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a very exciting day today.
Though I did,the day didn't start out too good for me.I gave into temptation and I wound up masturbating.The reason why this happened was because of the emotional roller coaster that I went through this week with the accident that I was involved in and what had happened on Thursday with the Wednesday worker leaving a huge load in the washer and it was sopping wet due to it being in the machine all night Wednesday and early Thursday morning.It was just an up and down week and I am glad that it is almost over.
I didn't let the relapse get me down.I did go out for a while.After having a few slices of pizza for lunch,I went to an AMVETS thrift store in Depew NY and I found some more rare vinyl.Most of the stuff was promotional and I even found a rare test disc from the late 1980's.I also found several 8-Tracks and a few 45 r.p.m. singles.This turned out to be a pretty exciting day and I was no longer sad about my relapse.I actually forgot all about it and that made me feel good.I also talked with a friend of mine from out of town for a while on the phone and it was wonderful.After talking with him,I decided to finish off some last minute computer work.I am now caught up.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a wonderful night.I had a blast and my performance was well received.I had fun and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys at the place where I entertain.It will be great to get out and have some nice conversation.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have a meeting with my anger management/conflict resolution support group.I haven't really decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my weeekend and my hopes for the start of the new week.FJ