Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There was no mess to clean up.I simply sorted out the laundry after I ate lunch.It wasn't really anything much nor a very big load.It only took me a minute.
When I did go to get my lunch first,I had a hard time.There was a guy trying to get an electronic wheelchair with his girlfriend sitting in it into the social club but the battery fell off.The guy was tatally clueless as to how to get the battery connected properly.Not only that,it started to rain and this was really making me ansy.I almost lost my temper with these two because I was waiting in the rain and I was also hungry.After nearly 10 minutes,they were finally in and I ate.After eating,as stated,I sorted out the laundry and headed for home.I didn't go back to the social club because I still felt angered by the whole nonsense thing that happened earlier and I really didn't want to be around anyone in the place because I was afraid that if they said the wrong thing to me,I would really explode.I didn't want that to happen so I went straight home.
On the way home,I stopped at a Salvation Army thrift store in my hometown and picked up a few things.It was simply a cassette tape case and a few recordable cassettes and a few record albums.I also waited within the store because of the weather outside,which was a torrential downpour of rain accompanied by thunder and lightning.I also forgot to bring my umbrella with me into the store but I left it in the car because I didn't want to forget it in the store.After the rain calmed down,I went home.
After I got home,I called my brother in law on his phone and told him about a problem that I was having with my window in one of the upstairs rooms.He checked it out while I was at my appointment with my sexual abuse support counselor.
Since I did bring that up,my session with my sexual abuse support counselor went great.I simply shared with her the day and what had happened.I also shared with her what had happened within the past two weeks regarding my mother's health and my emotional state and my relapses.It was great to talk with her and share with her what had been going on.I left and stopped at a store on the way home to pick up something for dinner tonight.
When I got home,my brother in law informed me of the problem with the window.He informed me that he had to air nail it so it wouldn't go broke,which he did when he came back later in the evening after dinner.It is now fixed.I have nothing to worry about for a while.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes smoothly.I also have a sexual addicts support group tomorrow evening.I really haven't decided if I am going to go or not.But if I do,I hope that the meeting goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ