Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
Today was a day where I wasn't so busy.But I did manage to get some important things done after I did my personal PC work.I had to pick up a few things that were needed for the home and I also had a light but late lunch at a nearby Taco Bell.After eating that,I went to the nearby Burger King to get a small milk because despite Taco Bell having milk on their menu,they didn't have it there to sell.But I got it and that was great.I headed straight home after that.
After getting home,I relaxed after making my bed and I listened to an old record of mine while relaxing.I ate a light dinner after that.
After eating,I decided to do some catching up on some much needed computer work.I also watched a couple of YouTube video on how to transfer music from vinyl and cassette tapes to MP3 and wav files.I did download the software called Audacity and I also put a Windows movie maker icon on my desktop so I can easily open it when I want to use it.I just need to get the necessary jacks and cables to transfer the music from my records and tapes so I can start burning them to CD's in the near future.I now have most of what I need for that and I am looking forward to making CD's out of some of my vinyl and tapes.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was a really great night for me.I had a blast and I also got quite a bit of positive responses from the crowd.It was an awesome night and I am looking forward to next Saturday night.
As for the rest of the night,I am thinking of going out and having a drink or two with the guys over at the place where I entertain.I am hoping for some great conversations with them.
As for my struggles with SSA,I had a couple of episodes.Last night,when I tried to go to sleep,I had a vision in my mind where a guy I used to know tried to make me admit that I was Gay and that he had already known and he wanted to hear it from me.I was also talking to myself denying this and all of a sudden,I started having an erection.I prayed hard to the creator to help me get rid of this vision and the immoral thoughts out of my mind.I prayed hard and I got up to use the bathroom and all of a sudden,the vision and the thoughts quickly died down.After I finished my prayers,I slept through the night with no problems.When I woke up this morning,I woke up with another erection and the immoral thoughts were starting to creep back.Since I had to get up,I took a walk downstairs and the erection along with immoral thoughts died down and faded.Though I didn't act out,I still had the thought racing through and though I did get rid of them and overcame them without any acting out,I have to be on guard when they do come back so I will know what to do when this happens again.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have lots to do.I have to take my mom to a supermarket to do some shopping and I also have to go to my mechanic's garage to pay him the money that I have to go towards what I owe him for the repairs that he did on my 4X4.After that,I have no plans but whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of teh new week ahead.FJ