Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up and I just picked the bags up and dropped them off at the work site.I sorted them out and I had lunch.
After lunch,I went onto the social club computer to print out an article about a particular program that lets me convert my computer into storing music and that I can transfer them to MP3 or onto CD's.It will take some time but I am willing to get that done when I can get the money together.
After lunch,I went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a couple of things.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I put my PJ's back on and before settling down to take a nap,I waited for the UPS delivery to drop off a smart antenna that I had ordered at Best Buy through their website.The antenna arrived and I decided to take a nap before hooking up the antenna alongside the DTV converter box so we can have digital TV going.
After my nap,I hooked everything up and at the moment,we are watching TV using the DTV converter box and the smart antenna and it is working beautifully.The only thing is that a local station didn't have a signal going yet.I am looking into getting an outdoor TV antenna to coincide with the indoor smart antenna so we can hopefully pick up more channels.At the moment,we can't afford cable or satellite so we have to settle for the basics.But it's better than nothing.
After eating a light dinner,I decided to do some catching up on some much needed last minute personal PC work.I am now all caught up.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I relapsed.I masturbated this morning with images running rampant through my mind.I know how I was when this happened.I was extremely tired.I didn't get enough sleep last night.I don't know what time I eventually got to sleep but I was still feeling sleepy when I got out of bed this morning.I asked the creator to forgive me for my sin and though I felt a little bit better,I still felt a little misery over it.I guess that I have to stop drinking coffee after a certain time.I believe that was the root cause of my lack of sleeping last night.That will be my resolution for now.Cut down on caffeine consumption,including not drinking it too close to sleep time.Starting now,I will drink no more coffee until the next day.
Tomorrow is a work day and I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ