Happy Easter,Everybody!
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good holiday today.
When I woke up,I did my personal PC work and while doing that,I listened to a sermon online.It was really neat.It was all about the resurrection of Jesus Christ and what it truly meant and symbolized.I actually enjoyed listening to the sermon and I am looking forward to next week's.I am hoping that that it will be another wonderful one.
Despite some issues with the internet browser that I used,I finished the work and I closed off the internet after finishing.It was quite a lot to do and I am happy that I did it.
After that,I watched another episode of the classic Friday The 13th:The Series TV show.Since I really didn't have much to do,I just took it easy and I only ran a couple of errands.I had to pick up a couple of things that my mom and I needed.I also went to a local gas station to get some gas in my gas tank.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV as I eagerly awaited for dinner to get done.My mom was preparing dinner for the two of us as we decided to stay home for the holiday.
After eating,I registered a bill that I got in change from the gas station that I went to and I also went to check up on someone that I know to see how he was doing.I tried to call him up on the phone but I kept getting a busy signal,so I went to his house only to learn that he was sick from eating something.I told his visitor to wish him well on my behalf and he said that he would do that.I left and headed straight home after that.Overall,a pretty good day.
Last night,my night of entertaining the crowd went great.It was yet another awesome night.I got a lot of positive responses from the crowd and it really made me feel good.I am looking forward to next Saturday night and I am hoping that next week goes as great as last night did.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today.No images and no cravings came upon me.I managed to escape almost unscathed without acting out or even masturbating.The new week will be a new beginning and I am hoping that I can get through the week unscathed.I know that the struggles with SSA is no picnic but I have to keep trying.I need prayers and advice on how to keep myself together.
Before the evening is over,I am thinking of going out and having a drink with the guys at the place where I entertain and I am hoping to have some great talks with any guys that will be there.
Tomorrow is my day off.I do have an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my weekend and my hopes for the start of the new week ahead.FJ