Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The laundry pick-up went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up.I simply picked up the bags and dropped them off at the work site.After lunch,I sorted out the laundry before heading for home.
On the way home,I stopped at my regular bank to withdraw some money for my mom and I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I prepared some stuff that I had to mail out.I sent out an RCA DVD Recorder/VCR combo that I bought on credit to the place that I ordered it from because it was defective.I also had to mail out a couple of other things for my mom and after that was done,I headed back home.
I stayed at home for a while waiting for the mail to come.I was waiting on a new movie that I bought off of Ebay.I was checking the USPS's track and confirm and though it informed me that it arrived in my hometown,I didn't receive it.But there is always tomorrow.I am still eagerly awaiting this.I am hoping to add it to my collection pretty soon.
After the mail came,I went to the local drug store to pick up a follow-up prescription on my blood pressure medication and a couple of half gallons of milk.I headed back home.
We had a light dinner early because my grand nieces and grand nephew were coming over for over an hour.While they watched a movie on TV that I put into the DVD player,I went out for a walk for a bit but went back home after staying out for about 20 minutes.I laid down for a while while the kids were watching the movie.I needed some peace and quiet for a while and being upstairs in my room was a way for me to get it.My grand nieces and grand nephew are now home with their mother and it is now pretty quite in the house.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a brief episode overnight while trying to get to sleep.I was also manipulating my sexuality along with the images that were crossing through my head.The intensity was so much that I had to ask the creator to help me remove the images from my mind and as I prayed,the images disappeared and I went to sleep.Today,I had no problems as a result of me staying busy and keeping my mind on my job and the tasks that I had to do today.During the day no images crept into my mind nor any cravings.If I can get through the rest of the week unscathed,good.I am hoping that I can get through the rest of the week.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the shift goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ