Happy Memorial Day,Everybody.
Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
As stated,today is Memorial Day.A day to remember those who gave their lives to make sure that we have freedom.For me,I also use the day to remember those who were close to me who are no longer alive.I was actually remembering my grandfather today.He died when I was 6 years old.
Today,I went back to the community carnival and there were a lot more people there today then there were yesterday.I stopped there to get something to eat.After I ate the food that I got,I headed back out to a couple of stores to pick up a few more things that my mom needed.It was pretty easy finding what she needed and I was glad to be out in the community.I even stopped to talk with someone that I knew as he was busy painting his porch railings.He told me that he lost his job and that he was looking for another one.I wished him the best of success in his job search and I headed straight home.At the same time,I felt bad for him because he is out of work and I still have my job.Still,I meant it when I wished him the best of success in finding another job.I really hope that he does find a job and that he can find joy in working again.It was a pleasant conversation.
After I got home,I watched a little bit of a movie on a DVD that I have and I made my bed.I relaxed for a bit while waiting for dinner to get done after making my bed.
After eating,I did some last minute personal PC work and I also did some internet browsing.Overall,a pretty good day.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had no problems today,I didn't have no cravings nor did any images creep up into my mentality.I guess that by keeping myself occupied,I kept my mind off of sexual images of men.Still,I need to focus on forming healthy relationships with other guys.I did give another guy my phone number and I am hoping to hear from him soon.
Tomorrow is a work day.I am hoping that the day goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ