Tonight,I am feeling pretty good.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.I simply did what I had to do in the time that I had and when I was finished,I bagged everything and I dropped it off at the rehab center.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I dropped off some stuff of mine and I headed back out again to withdraw some money from the bank for my mom and myself as well as cash my paycheck.I also had to hurry because I had to get this money home.After the transactions were finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered the bills from my paycheck at the Where's George site and did some personal PC work while waiting for dinner to get done.
After eating,I registered some more of the bills at the Where's George site and did some more personal PC work.I am still not finished registering the bills.I am going to register the rest of the bills tomorrow.
I am glad that the weekend is here.I am looking forward to entertaining the crowd tomorrow night.Not only that,a friend of mine is celebrating a birthday tomorrow night.I am looking forward to celebrating with him and I am hoping that the night is a blast.I am also hoping that my friend enjoys his birthday tomorrow night.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I had a couple of brief episodes today.The first episode happened while I was doing my personal PC work this morning when images of me and another guy crept up into my mentality and I immediately got off the internet and shut the computer down.The ultimate irony is that I wasn't even watching any pornography online nor was I tempted to visit any sites.But I felt that temptation would rear it's ugly head if I didn't get off the computer and so,I closed off the internet and shut the computer down.The second episode happened while I was on the job.I was waiting for loads of laundry to get dried when the same images from this morning reemerged.It was something from my past when I was engaging in a sexual liaison with another guy.On both occasions,I prayed really hard to have the images removed.I repeated to the creator to help me remove these immoral images from my mentality and after repeating that,I felt better because they faded.I even asked that the creator forgive me on both occasions.I am feeling better now and I am hoping that I can get through the weekend unscathed.It is scary when something like that creeps up into your mentality when you least expect it.
That was my day today and my hopes for the start of the new weekend ahead.FJ