Sunday, December 20, 2009

Tonight,I am still feeling down.I had a pretty busy day today.
Today,I woke up in the early afternoon.I had a late breakfast and I proceeded to get on with my day.I had to buy plenty of things for my mom.
Firstly,I went to a local liquor store to buy my brother in-law his present.I also went to a local bargain store to pick up a couple of baking pans.Last but not least,I went to a local Dollar General store to pick up a couple more things.After paying for these,I headed for home.
When I got home,I helped my mom unpack and I did my personal PC work.It wasn't very much to do and I got it done within 5 minutes.I also watched a little bit of TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty busy day.
I am still feeling depression.I have been feeling this way for the past several months.I have been doing everything in my power to help alleviate the symptoms but I am still not feeling up to par.I have been taking my meds.I have been working and socializing when I can but I am still feeling depressed.I am hoping that I will be over this funk real soon.I am already at the point where I can't take it anymore.
Tomorrow is my day off.I have to see my therapist tomorrow afternoon and I am hoping that the session goes well.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

FJ,

My friend, 'again' sorry for not sending you any comments on your blog. Sorry that you are getting desperate in this funk you have been battling, it must be so hard trying to cope with the same thing day by day. I sure hope and pray you get relief soon, this is not said lightly because I feel for you and really desire that things improve. I can only suggest one thing that just came to mind, like you say you have written a few songs, try working on more 'cause any writing is therapeutic in some form.
I have been doing some writing lately on my blog addressing issues that have been in my life; I felt I just had to talk about it, even if only on a blog. Also have been trying my best to follow others blogs, read their thoughts, learn the things that work for them and also try to give comments that encourage. This has really helped me so I don't feel alone concerning certain issues and struggles. Sometimes reading others thoughts and what they are going through makes my struggles seem much less. I guess 'cause I can relate. If you feel like it maybe reading other blogs would be helpful, reach out, you probably have more to contribute than you think you have. Just a thought.

Take good care. Have a Merry Christmas. I am going to my brother's for a couple of days this week so that will be a break.