Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had only one thing planned for today.
The only thing that I did today was that I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy myself an ice scraper for my car's windows and windshield.Since this is the Winter season,I need to be prepared for unpredictable weather patterns and also,we are supposed to get freezing rain in my region tonight and I want to be ready.After buying that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into a sweatsuit and watched a holiday themed DVD that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I decided to watch a few more holiday themed DVD's and videos.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD/Schizophrenia and my daily struggles with SSA.The SSA struggle is always very difficult.I have to continuously put up with overwhelming temptations that come at me when I least expect them and at times,they are very difficult to resist.Though sexual images of men did cloud my mind today,I was out in the community today and that helped take my mind off of those things.With being out and about,I simply went and did what I had to do and that was good.I really didn't have anything to worry about nor did I have to deal with the difficulties of overwhelming temptations.Again,though I got through today,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Each and every day has it's own troubles and anxieties.I know that I shouldn't worry about tomorrow as Christ Jesus said in the Holy Bible,but I still need to be on guard against all sorts of things.Satan and his minions will try anything to get me or any SSA man into trouble by using everything in their evil power to get any one of us SSA men,including myself,to sin against our Heavenly Father and to disobey his laws in regards to what it says about the sexual activity between two members of the same gender or any other forms of sexual immorality.Again,I need to be on guard and watch out for anything that comes at me.I am still working on making frequent prayer a part of my day and while I am doing that,I am again asking that y'all who follow my blog and read my posts to please continue praying for me and leave me something encouraging in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you fr your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to church,I have really nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.When I do head for church tomorrow,I am going to need to be careful while driving as there is a storm watch in effect and also,a freeze warning as we are supposed to get freezing rain overnight.I am just hoping to make it to church and back home safe and sound.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ