Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink as I overslept from the time that I actually wanted to get up.After I washed and dried my hair,I neatly brushed it,ate my quick breakfast a little faster than usual and I got dressed up in dress clothes to head for the job placement agency so my job placement counselor/coach and I could fill out some paperwork that I had to turn in to my employer.
After the paperwork was filled out,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and I jumped into the shower to clean up.After I was finished,I waited for the time to come so I could turn my paperwork into my employer and when the time came,I got dressed in dress clothes again and I headed for the hotel whose kitchen I will be working in.I turned in my paperwork in to the employer and he gave me a quick tour of the place.After it was over,he made copies of my driver's license and social security card and when that was done,we shook hands and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with it,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a classic TV episode from a DVD set that I own.After that was done,I left the house again to do something that I had to do and when I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I popped another classic TV episode from a DVD set that I own.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I must say that I had no problems with temptations of any kind.No,I didn't.I guess that staying busy and doing what I had to do to jump start my employment kept my mind off of the sexual stuff.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I have to keep in mind that they can try to tempt me into sinning against my Heavenly Father by trying to get me to break his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let them do that.I have to show the unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and that they don't own me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both of these types of support day in and day out.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ