Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee.I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots to buy a small thing and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a few more things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and had a light lunch.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.When that was over,I did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched another DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I wasn't tempted fantasize nor lust after other men and I wasn't tempted to manipulate my genitals nor watch and look at porn.I guess that staying busy by going to church and doing a little bit of shopping kept my mind occupied by keeping my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with SSA.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to tempt me to sin and I have to show them that I am strong in my weakness and that I own my desires and not the other way around.Please continue praying for me.I would really appreciate that.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both types of support,prayerful and positive verbal,daily and often.I really want to heal and overcome this terrible SSA and I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ