Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only one thing on my agenda for today.I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and I watched a little TV.Later on,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I wasn't tempted in any way to act out on my desires.I simply went through the day without any problems nor anything to get me to compromise.It was good that I had no problems today,but I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Why?Satan and his minions can strike at ant time when least expected and try to tempt me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality.I can't let the unnatural desires that I have own me.I have to show these desires that I have that I own them.I am going to try and make it my resolve to start setting aside a time for prayer.Lately,I have been only going to my Heavenly Father when I am in need of strength to help me fight and resist the urges when they come around and I feel that this is why that the temptations keep coming at me.I can't let Satan and his minions have their way.I have to show them that I worship the only true God,our sovereign Lord and creator,our Heavenly Father and that I have his son Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior.I am going to make it my effort and resolve to make prayer a regular part of my day.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I really need your prayers right now as well as daily and often.I also need your positive verbal support in the comments section right now as well as daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ