Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished.I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and after that,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local supermarket to pick up a couple of things that I needed.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few more things.After paying for those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away in their proper places.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that was over,I watched another one.After that was over,I proceeded to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped another DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After it was over,I did some more personal PC work.As it was getting late,I proceeded to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though right now,it is at a standstill.Last night,I reported that I was in a very dark place as far as my emotions go.I am still in that dark place and I don't know when I am going to get out of it.I have been taking my meds and trying to keep up with my therapy,but I still need more.As I have also previously reported,I still have some unresolved anger,resentment and trauma issues that I would like to get resolved.I want to be able to let go and transcend from these issues.I have not been successful at this and I still need more help.I don't know what I am going to do in the meantime,but I am going to continue trying to find a way and the right therapeutic approach.I want to heal and I want to overcome,but I haven't been too successful in my goals.Every time I turn around,I am back at square one having to start all over again.I want to heal.I want to overcome,but I am having terrible difficulties in wanting to do so.I feel like I am stuck in the middle still searching for the right and true way.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support.Your support really matters and is very important to me.Your support does help in more ways than one.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ