Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and when that was finished,I got dressed and I proceeded with what I had to do today.
I only had a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to a local supermarket to continue getting more food for the month and after that,I paid a bill that needed to be paid.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to fill out a job application and I left a message with my job placement counselor/coach to give me a call so I can make an appointment to meet with her so she can check it out and I can turn it in.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it is,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form today.I guess that by staying busy and keeping my mind on important things,it took my mind off of the sexual aspects of the SSA struggle.There are still some obstacles that I need to overcome and conquer,but I have to take it one day at a time.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with temptations of all sorts.I still have to show these terrible unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I am still working on this.I am also still a work in progress and I have to take this process one day at a time.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be afraid to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It helps keep me going.It also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I feel alone when people visit,but leave nothing in the comments section.I still need the support from all of you.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ