Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good,but not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the kitchen sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed real quickly as I had to head out to another local agency to see about getting back with them.
The appointment went well and after that,I headed over to a friend's place to spend a little time with them.After spending several minutes with them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to get a sandwich at a local Subway for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich while watching a couple of classic TV episodes that I had on DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.I also did some e-mail work while I was at it.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good,but not to eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I actually did give into the temptation to masturbate an early wee morning hour erection away.I was miserable after that and after washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ for giving into that terrible temptation.I prayed hard and I also begged for my Heavenly Father's mercy.After I was finished,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was truly forgiven.I went through the rest of the day without any problems,but I have to really buckle down and get tough.I have to stop falling and repenting.I just don't want to feel and think that I am abusing my Heavenly Father's divine gift of forgiveness.I know that he is all loving,all forgiving and all,but I don't want to feel like I am abusing this.No,I don't.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also also that you please leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.It shows that I am not alone in this struggle.It also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have no plans made.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ