Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.I first got a little bit of gas at the gas station and after that,I mailed out a few things at the post office.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up deodorant.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to buy some Christmas cards.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I watched a little TV.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a holiday themed DVD and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does so,I am still struggling with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two for me.Today,though I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape or form,I am still not out of the woods.Today,Satan and his minions really tried everything in their power to get me to go against my Heaven;y Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality by trying to get me to fantasize and lust after other men.Last night,I prayed to my Heavenly Father,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,for a while and I left nothing out when I did.I confessed everything and I pleaded for my Heavenly Father to forgive me and for him to be merciful towards me.I know that Satan and his minions will try and try to get me to go against my Heavenly Father's perfect law with their various ways to tempt me in regards to acting out on SSA.I can't let that happen as I have to show Satan and his minions that with my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ on my side,I have strength within my imperfect weaknesses.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want with me no way no how.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need both types of your support desperately and again,daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.I continuously ask for positive verbal support because I want to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this difficult SSA struggle.Thanks in advance to y'all for your your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ