tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair and face over the kitchen sink,alongside shaving and washing my underarms.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I did my personal PC work quickly and after that,I got dressed and headed out to do some stuff,with having lunch at a local kitchen being the very first thing.I had to drop off some free papers and Christmas cards at various houses and I also had to mail out a few more Christmas cards as well.After all of that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I watched a little bit of TV and after that,I went back out to have a free dinner at a local church.After I was done eating,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and I watched a Holiday Season themed DVD.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.That latter struggle is made even more difficult by my struggles with BPD/Schizophrenia.Today,though I am still feel shame about this,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and while doing so,I wound up with an orgasm and I masturbated the rest of the way.I really felt terrible and after washing my hands,I asked my Heavenly Father,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,to forgive me and I also pleaded for his mercy.I was really sorry for doing that unclean and impure thing and I was also crying a little when I confessed and asked to be forgiven.When I was finished,I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven and that the slate was wiped clean.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I really need it very much as I really don't have much within where I live to help me out.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned,so I am just going to stay home and take it easy for a while.I might even watch some holiday themed DVD's while doing so.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ