Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly as I overslept a little.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I hurriedly got dressed up in a suit and I headed out to church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards,which was being handled by a substitute pastor as the regular pastor was out of town arranging for his father who died almost two weeks ago.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.The substitute pastor was a swell guy.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and I headed for my niece's house to pick up my laundry.After that,I came back home and I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I enjoyed some music and also,had a few sandwiches for dinner later on in the evening.I also watched a little TV after eating.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle of the two.Today,in the mid afternoon,I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men when sexual images of men clouded my mind.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist this overwhelming urge that was upon me.I asked for that strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I prayed and I prayed until the temptation was reduced to zero.When I was finished,I felt stronger and I went on with the rest of the day without any problems.I still continued to stay on guard and continued to be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I can't let them get what they want from me and that is to break my Heavenly Father's laws regarding sexuality.I can't let them get that.I have to show them that I am much stronger than that.I am going to work on keeping my resolve to pray whenever any temptations come around and ask my Heavenly Father to give me strength to help me fight and resist them.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your support daily and often,so please keep up your support for me.Thanks to all of you for your support and Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ