Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed my hair over the sink and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and relaxed for much of the day.
In the mid afternoon,I got dressed and I went to a local bargain supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have of the two.Today,I was again tempted upon arising to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have and it was very intense.I was sitting in a chair when it happened and when it came on,I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer.I asked my Heavenly Father for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I let everything go on my Heavenly Father.I threw the entire temptation on him and asked for the strength to help me fight and resist.I didn't cease praying until the temptation was reduced to zero.I went through the rest of the day with no problems,but I continued to stay on guard and being watchful.I have to keep in mind that Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to get me to break my Heavenly Father's perfect law in regards to sexuality and I have to stay close to my Heavenly Father so that won't happen.I have to continue going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asking for strength to help me fight and resist any urges that Satan and his minions can throw at me.Nothing makes them happier than someone throwing in the towel and surrendering to anything sinful,including sexual sin,including,but not limited to,the sinful sexual activity between two members of the same gender and also,sexual fantasies and lusting after other people.I have to show them that I worship the true Lord and creator and that his son Jesus Christ is my Lord and savior.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please support me verbally by leaving some positive and upbuilding support in the comments section.I will also continue to work on my resolve to make prayer a daily habit.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ