Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly washed my hair and face over the sink,alongside shaving.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed and I headed out as I had a couple of groups today that I didn't want to miss.
The first group went wonderfully well.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and after that,I headed back for the afternoon group.
The afternoon group also went wonderfully well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I immediately went and did my personal PC work.It was a lot,but I got it done.After that,I relaxed and listened to some music for a while.After that,I headed back out for the final Lenten dinner at my church's fellowship hall.
The dinner was wonderful.I had some wonderful fellowship and it was great to be around my fellow worshipers.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into pajamas and prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted to act out in any way,shape of form.I guess that by keeping busy with the things that I participated in,it kept my mind off of the sexual aspects and that was very good.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there and they relentlessly try to tempt all humans who worship the only true sovereign Lord and creator of the world and universe,our Heavenly Father,to break his laws in regards to,but not limited to,sexuality.They will try and try.I am still working on getting tough with myself.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I,with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,own them and not the other way around.I can't let these unnatural sexual desires that I have dictate to me how to act nor define who I am as a human being.I need all the help that my Heavenly Father can give in the name of his son Jesus Christ.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I need to both reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the ahead.FJ