Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed for the Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After the meeting was over,I headed for the public library in the area to register some bills at the Where's George site.After that,I stopped by to see a friend in the area to see how he was doing.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,when I arrived in my home area,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple things.After that,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up some other needed necessity.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and listened to a little bit of music.After that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I started to prepare for my evening retirement and also remembered the set the clock ahead before going to sleep.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted in any way,shape or form.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and that was great.I guess that staying busy and being out and about in the community took my mind off of the negative sexual stuff connected with the SSA struggle.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions are out there.They can try to tempt and get anyone into breaking the sovereign Lord and creator's,our Heavenly Father,perfect laws,especially the laws in regards to sexuality.Our Heavenly Father set rules forth in his sacred word,the Holy Bible,on how sexuality is to be used.It was never intended to be used and abused by the way the modern world today is using and abusing it.I have to show Satan and his minion,with my Heavenly Father's and his son's Jesus Christ's help,that I am stronger than they are.I can't let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me nor enslave me again.I have to be strong.I am serious about wanting to overcome this terrible SSA and I can't let the unnatural sexual desires that are associated with the SSA struggle dictate to me how I will act or be.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I am still going through a very rough and difficult emotional period and I need all the support that I can get from all of you.Please continue to pray for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also goes to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ