Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I washed up and shaved real quickly.I also had a hot bowl of oatmeal.After that,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I headed back out to run an errand that I needed to run.After it was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I immediately did my personal PC work.After that,I changed into my pajamas as I was feeling really tired.I laid down in bed for a while and I listened to some holiday music.After relaxing a while,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little TV.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
Tonight,as the day was winding down,I was starting to feel really down.After all the mania that I went through that caused me to act out with fantasies and lusting after other men and images of other things aside from men,I was feeling rather down.I even prayed to my Heavenly Father and talked to him about the way that I was feeling.I prayed and talked to him real hard and though I was still feeling down,sad and depressed,I did feel only a tad better.I also realized that this is the fourth Christmas without my mom and that possibly was what made me feel sad,down and depressed.It was also the loss of a close friend in April of this year that contributed to why I was feeling down as I won't be spending a few hours with them come this Christmas.It will be strange,but also lonesome,empty and feeling their absence.Hopefully, by the coming week,I will be feeling better.I will still be working this week and I will have a four day holiday weekend off coming up.I hope that the upcoming week will be good and that I will be feeling better.Please continue praying for me.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks for your prayers and for your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my usual Monday morning group and going to work later on,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ