Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up and after cleaning up,I got dressed up real quick and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful,with the fellowship after the service being equally wonderful.I headed straight home after that.

When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I did some vacuuming in the house and went back out to get a few slices of pizza for a late lunch.After that,I headed back home to pick up a bagful of empty plastic water bottles at a local supermarket.After that,I did some shopping and when I was finished,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I put the groceries that I bought away and I showered quickly.I also washed my face and shaved after that.I also prepared my evening meal and after I ate it,I did some more personal PC work.As the evening was winding down,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Last night,I posted that I am seeking Christian therapy and maybe it would help me with my struggles and also,to get me on the right track to healing and to find affirming relationships with other men.As I said,I simply want to be one of the guys in a healthy and authentic social setting.I want nothing sexual as sexual activity between two members of the same gender is wrong and sinful.I know that there are those who will disagree with that,but that's their choice to do so.I am hoping that by tomorrow or during the week,I will be making that step to make that phone call to make an appointment with a Christian counselor,especially that particular pastor that I've been meaning to call.I am hoping that this gets me finally on the path that I really need to get on and finally attain the healing that I so need to set me back on track.Please pray for me that I will make that decision and that I finally get what I need to finally have real healing and real affirmations that I need so much to get me on the right path.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section and again,please make it in the form of encouraging words and spiritual upbuilding as I really need both of these things.Thanks to y'all for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is the start of the new work week and I hope that the first day goes well.FJ