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Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had coffee.After that,I washed up and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day was chaotic and stressful.We had to work non-stop and quickly to get the facility clean and up to snuff as we were having an inspection coming today.We were all given tasks to do and we managed to get things done within the time span that we needed to do.After that,it was back to the normal schedule as I had to do a couple of things today to catch up from yesterday.I was forced to go off my usual schedule many times today,but was glad when the work day was over.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I loaded some boxes of record albums into my car and after that,showered quickly and did some of my personal PC work.After that,I went to a local church for a free dinner and after that,I dropped off those boxes of records at a local storage facility.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed into pajamas and finished my personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was time for me to retire.I am really tired from that stressful work day I had today and will be glad when the weekend comes so I can relax and relieve some stress.This makes me better appreciate the weekends as I technically have off on them.Thank goodness.

My struggles with SSA have been terrible.All the stress of the past week and the chaos and stress of the day today really made SSA skyrocket.I have given into temptation to fantasize and lust many times over the last several days and each time I would fall,it made me miserable.Yes,I felt really and extremely miserable for giving into these terrible temptations.I want to be strong in order to fight and resist these terrible temptations,but I'm weak.I know that there's no such thing as a perfect human,be they male or female,but I feel like the worst sinner in the world as a result of my struggles with this terrible SSA that I have.I feel like the Apostle Paul as a result of the way that I feel.He said that he was the worst sinner of all,which is the way that I feel.I need some guidance.I need some reassurance.I need someone to help me with spiritual upbuilding from the Holy Bible and encouraging words in the comments section.I also still need prayerful support.Please continue praying for me.I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also need to repair my relationship with my Heavenly Father as I haven't been going to him regularly and talking with him through prayer.Please continue praying for me.I would really appreciate prayerful support.I so desperately need it right now.Thanks to all of you for your continued support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is another work day.I'm hoping that it goes smoothly.After that,it's the weekend.FJ