Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.

Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for a local Wendy's for a light lunch and headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed from my suit and into pajama pants.I quickly did my personal PC work.After that,I cleaned 3/4 of the bathroom and after that,I went to another church in another area of the county for a charity spaghetti dinner,which was wonderful.After that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a while and finished cleaning the bathroom.I also did some more personal PC work.Later on,as it was getting late,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.

Though it was a wonderful and eventful day,I am still not feeling well emotionally.It has been because of all the hateful and nasty things that I've been saying under my breath to myself.These things have been directed at members of my own family and a few others that I have anger for.I really want to stop this terrible thing.I don't know how.I need all the helpful advice that I can get.I really do want to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.I want to stop before I end up hurting other people's feelings and also,save myself from getting hurt by all of this.If anyone has anything helpful advice to offer and share,please do so.I am really seeking and in need of any helpful advice or ideas on how I can stop this.Please leave any helpful advice or ideas within the comments section.I would greatly appreciate that.I would be very grateful if anyone out there reading can share what has been helpful for them if they had this very same problem as well.Please share any helpful advice that can be a big help to me.If what you did to stop this problem has worked for you,please share and maybe it'll work for me as well.Thanks.

I also still need prayerful support from all of you as well.Yes,your prayerful support is also still very important to me as well.The more prayers that I get,the better.Thanks in advance and Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well for me.FJ