Saturday, April 14, 2018

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up real quickly and got dressed in casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and after that,I had a piece of cake with my nephew and my sister in the house.After he left,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then headed out to drop off some free newspapers at a few people's houses.I also bought a few things at the local Super Wal-Mart and got some gas in my tank and headed straight home.

When I got home,I relaxed for a bit and had a light evening meal.After eating,I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while until it was tome for me to retire for the evening.A pretty good day overall.

Tonight,I'm still not feeling good emotionally.It's from all the hateful and nasty things that I have said under my breath during this week.I don't know how I'm going to feel better.As I've said,I'm not a hateful person,but some of the things that I've said under my breath have been very hateful and also hurtful.I want to stop this terrible habit of saying hateful and nasty things under my breath.I don't know how to stop doing this.I have been asking for advice on how,but nobody has replied.I'm desperate here.I want to stop,but I need helpful advice on how I can.I want to stop before I unintentionally hurt other people's feelings or lose important relationships that I have with my relatives or even worse,before I lose my job at the facility that I work at,which I don't want to have happen.Please anyone out there reading this.I really need some helpful advice.I feel like I'm talking to dead air as nobody leaves anything within the comments section.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.How am I supposed to know what to do if nobody leaves me anything within the comments section?Please do so.I'm serious about wanting to know how to stop this terrible thing that I'm doing.Please leave me some helpful advice within the comments section.Thanks.

I also continue to ask all of you to please continue praying for me.I need prayerful support as much as I need some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance for your prayerful support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is church as usual.I hope that the rest of the day is beneficial to me as well.FJ

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