Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.

Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual coffee.After my coffee,I washed up quickly and got dressed.I headed for work.

The work day went well.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw cash and after that,I headed straight home.

When I got home,I changed a little bit of clothing and headed out again.I got some gas and took a drive for a while.I then picked up a take-out meal from a local Wendy's and headed straight home.

When I got home,I ate my meal and watched a video on the web while doing so.After that,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I showered quickly and did some more personal PC work.I later planned to retire for the evening as I was getting tired.A very good day overall.

I shared yesterday about saying hateful things under my breath in an angry sort of way.Today,I said some of the same hateful things again.It was towards my own relatives.I felt terribly miserable after that.I also felt sad and depressed.I still don't know what's wrong with me.I still don't know whether I'm coming or going.I want to stop saying these things.I'm not a hateful person,but the things have said under my breath make me look like the opposite of myself.It's driving me crazy.It's also making me feel miserable.I do want to stop,but don't know how.

Can somebody out there help me?

I really need some help.I'm open to anything that's useful and has worked for other people.

I also still need all the support that I can get.Please continue praying for me.I also would still appreciate some positive verbal support,in the forms of spiritual upbuilding with Holy Bible scripture and Christian styled consultation and encouraging affirming words,within the comments section.Thanks to y'all for your support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.

Tomorrow is a work day.I hope that all goes well.FJ